Think Pink! or why I wear an apron to work instead of a lab coat.
I'm on assignment to write about sexism in the profession. My thoughts about this subject touch on a lot of other things I'm kicking around right now, about knowledge and power and labor and professionalism; this post can't possibly cover them all (stay tuned!). But I thought it might generate some fruitful dialogue.
So let's start here: a commenter on the "Another Person's View" post remarked that "cookbook acupuncture equates to mediocre acupuncture." Now, this same person will probably laugh at me - I’ll go ahead and say “patriarchy” right now, so they can just tune the rest of this out - but I want to genuinely question why calling something "cookbook" is understood and accepted as an automatic dismissal. I expect that, if you yearn to belong to the great boy’s club of four-star chefs (yes, I mean this as a metaphor), you can’t admit to using cookbooks. But if your job is to make sure your family gets fed (which is after all a vitally important job that gets done ALL THE TIME, and we know by whom), ain’t nothing wrong with a good cookbook. Furthermore, recipes that get to print generally go through rigorous testing beforehand; most are steeped in tradition and embody plenty of theory. And moreover, their transition from print to plate involves skill, artistry and intention on the part of the cook.
A lot of this is classism: the age-old status breakdown between intellectual work and physical labor. It’s also sexist. I’d like to make the argument that a lot of why CAN pushes people’s buttons is not just its explicit economic analysis, but also its implicit feminist analysis: I think CAN members, as a whole, are not in denial that acupuncture is a pink collar profession. And the reason we’re not in denial is that there’s nothing wrong with that.
Sure, we have advanced training (so do RNs and Librarians), which separates us from the working class status of many pink collar professions such as waitressing. But we are a service industry. We take care of people. We work with our bodies as much as with our minds, yet the work isn't brutal enough to constitute a men's guild (like firefighting, construction, or policing). We don't have enough science on our side to "harden" the profession in the eyes of MDs (studies which show that 80% of what doctors do is not “evidence-based” are not to be dwelled upon).
I took a rough tally of the member directory for CAN, and it looks as though the membership is about 2:1 women to men (I counted all the people whose sex wasn't obvious to me by their name as men, so it might be a little higher). I think my graduating class at ACTCM had a similar sex breakdown, and I’m guessing that’s true for the profession as a whole (if anyone actually has statistics on this I’d be grateful). But if I tallied all of the titles on Chinese Medicine published to date in English and checked the sex of the authors, I wager I'd get something close to the opposite ratio (if not more skewed towards the men - again, I'll let someone else do the math on this, and please correct me if I’m wrong). This would indicate that the voice of authority in our profession is predominantly male, whereas the majority of practitioners are female.
I have several thoughts on why this might be. For one, I think that as a general rule, women in our culture are trained to be aware of other people’s needs, and to be caretakers; and I think men are trained to be aware of rank, of their power position relative to other men. (I realize of course that caretaking can be a power ploy, but it doesn’t tend to pay very well.) This training explains why so many of the aforementioned authority figures in our profession seem to be concerned with being accepted by establishment forces (medical, financial, governmental). CAN’s analysis of the profession, and suggested solutions, don’t involve us fretting over this kind of acceptance. And this is the only online acupuncture community I’m aware of that gives props to the hard (pink collar) work done by receptionists and office managers - indeed, without avenging angel Lupine, CAN would not exist.
It’s like CAN’s red fist got put in the washer with all of the white lab coats, and stained everything pink (in more ways than one!); and all the bleach in the world isn't going to fix it. Certainly we all enjoy a lively debate about relative merits of various techniques and treatment strategies, and what the classics really say, but in the meantime the baby is crying in the other room, and you know whose job it is to pick up the baby. If the professional leadership doesn’t start picking that baby up too, their paternity is going to get called into question.


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I second Tom's and Ellens's posts. I thought this was a great post and the main point did come across for me. (I also loved the laundry metaphor.)
I think it is really hard to talk about all of the isms, precisely because they tend to be both pervasive and subtle -- so it's easy for the discussion to go way off track on any number of available tangents. I went and tallied the presenters at this year's Pacific Symposium, and I counted 13 men to 6 women. This ratio seems fairly consistent with other conferences I've been to. As a female presenter at conferences, and now as a woman bringing up the topic of leadership in the profession, I definitely feel like I've been breaking into the boys' club. Which I would not have the desire or the stamina to do without the sense of being connected to a community of women and men who are serious about providing healthcare to actual patients. I don't think it's just a question of getting more women to present at conferences or to initiate discussions (though that would be a good thing) -- it's that our profession is set up for the people who like to talk about doing acupuncture rather than for the people who like to really do acupuncture. And that is a sexist dynamic, unfortunately. Thanks again, Nora.
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Nora:
I understand that the main point that you wanted to make is that by doing acupuncture we are doing "woman's work" by taking care of people and that the work we do has value in and of itself without any additional status seeking. This sounds good to me! I would much rather be an effective healer, make treatments affordable for people, and earn a good living than try to aquire more and more status for ourselves.
Tom Riordan
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Wow, what a lot of comments on this post, I am late to the game but I have to say thanks so much for writing Nora, I LOVE this post. You rock.
-ellen
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Diane:
Thanks for the kind words, and AMEN to this: "Any time you treat a part, you treat the whole." Now we're talking Chinese medicine!
Earthwater:
God knows we all say stupid stuff sometimes. Thanks for the apology.
Skip:
Thanks for actually responding to some of what I was trying to get at. I imagine you're on to something with your first post. The yin=female and yang=male thing starts to get me nervous though; if you start saying men are from Mars and women are from Venus, I'm going to have to come up there and show you some mars!!!! (or I'll have Lisa and Lupine show you by proxy) Because of course with all my talk of women and men I don't like to get too reductionist. (After all, I DO penetrate people with long hard things all day; that's not very "feminine", is it??? Who's doing the yielding there?) ;)
Everyone:
Thanks for the comments. I think I must have written this post wrong because what I was trying to emphasize was the middle-to-end part - not the bit about cookbooks, but the bit about how we are basically doing "women's work", and how until all of the sexes and genders of humans doing that work value it AS IT IS (i.e. seeing it as plenty important without having to dress it up with status symbols), until we really value this kind of labor as much as any other kind of labor, the revolution is ON HOLD. And any existing "authority" in the meantime is not authentically authoritative (insert apt quote from the Dao De Jing here). Maybe one of the RNs or other folks can express this better. Or maybe everyone totally got that point and is on board with it and it's no big deal.
Just for the record, none of the aprons that Grassroots has are actually physically pink (yet). And re: CNT, I only keep "dirty" stuff in my apron: used needle packaging, maybe a pen or two, my keys, and of course my pistola! :)
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Nora, your post made me happy --- immensely, profoundly happy --- for the umpteenth time, to be affiliated with people who think, and ask questions, and name what they see (and aren't afraid to say 'patriarchy'), and talk about what's going on, as they see it, instead of pretending to something else. Bravo, and thanks.
On the subject of acupuncture, Dr. Tan presents the idea that the whole concept of symptomatic acupuncture treatment is plain nuts. Any time you treat a part, you treat the whole. The part that is in pain or distress is the body calling out to you with a convenient avenue through which to treat the whole. I think the whole concept that protocols/recipes based on symptoms aren't good acupuncture is an herbalization of acupuncture, ie, taking something that is true about herbal medicine and applying it to acupuncture. Not every herbal formula for cough will treat THIS cough, but every needle protocol for sore throat will, in fact, treat sore throat (location) and in doing so, will treat the whole/the root as well, in my opinion.
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Great post Lumiel.
I had to give up my apron even before I had a chance to wear it. I had wanted to use one pocket to hold cotton balls, one to hold packaged needles, and another to hold discarded tubes, etc.
To get to the point, I was told that that would be a violation of Clean Needle Technique. Have you been told otherwise?
Nora, my comment, "'cookbook' acupuncture equates to mediocre acupuncture," was not meant as "patriarchy." Thanks for pointing that out. So, instead, I'll refer to "cookbook" acupuncture as protocol acupuncture.
I used the term "cookbook" in my posts only because Diane Price had already used this term in her first post on "Another Person's View."
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Hokay. I think we need to get back on topic. If, earthwater you have problems with CAN's policies please write us. It seems like you have some things to say. Hopefully too we can get back to iother topics you seem most interested in.
For everyone: Any further comments off topic on this or any other thread will be deleted.
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Sorry, Skip, I almost overlooked in Freuhauf's essay that he does offer "a meaningful solution to today's reality," as you put it. Though it isn't the step-by-step some would want handed to them, in elegant simplicity it guides you back:
Liu Lihong: "My recommendation is the following: if we really intend to move the profession of Chinese medicine forward and bring out its precious potential, we need to go beyond the status quo of memorizing the medical technicalities of TCM, and be open to becoming illuminated to the deeper layers of its scientific paradigms, its philosophy, and its art. This cannot be achieved without a deep understanding of the teachings transmitted in the classics."
I think it was Sandy, in another thread (speaking of herself and her own comments), who said that not anyone or any idea is welcome in this forum; "nor should be," she said. I love the spirit of Community Acupuncture, though I may disagree with some of the methods and details that aren't, strictly speaking, necessary to its growth and survival. We don't all have to be carbon copies of the original, and neither does the original have to be confined to Tan's or Tung's magic points or whatever, except by inclination and choice.
My model, where I charge the billionaire owner of a baseball team $125 while I charge a Mexican illegal day-laborer $5, puts me outside the approved definition of this club; I may not "belong" here, but my intentions are the same, to make acupuncture affordable and available to all. I only add, "while preserving Chinese medicine's essence and shen." I already hear the backlash from what just said, but I don't pretend to know what that essence and spirit are, in a definable way. I'm just dedicated to letting it teach me.
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Skip, the patients are the ones who will lose the most if principles are not upheld. Just letting Chinese medicine bend in any old direction doesn't sound too good to me. People have gone into exile (or even given their lives) for its preservation during times of persecution. That was their feminine yielding, to escape and preserve the treasure which was entrusted to them. And as for Freuhauf's essay not offering any solutions, I really like that the most. It says, here's the problem, now all of you have a responsibility to find ways to keep the best Chinese medicine alive.
Nora, your criticism is valid and well-taken. I was clumsy, and did not intend to negate your feelings or objections. Sometimes people do see racism, sexism, classism, or whateverism everywhere they look, even when their own perception doesn't really fit reality. But reflecting more on your main point, I guess I have to agree. I tried to think of a male-associated metaphor that expresses the same idea as "cookbook" acupuncture, and I have to admit I've come up empty-handed. Put me on your list for a pink apron, too.
As an aside, CA doesn't necessarily have to be done in chairs with distal points. There are people who do full classical treatments, with body points and moxa, in a CA setting, shoji screens between the tables, and see 16-24 patients per day. That, too, is feminine yielding and adaptability, without sacrificing the principles of the medicine.
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What about a Utilikilt for both sexes ? For any who have not seen this Seattle import it is a kilt for males made out of some sort of tough canvas and loaded with lots of pockets of all shapes and sizes...presumably for all those tools.
I am imagining all the acup tools that I could fit into mine..wonder if there are pockets big enough and sturdy enough to fit in the Sharps container...I bet there is!!!
I am imagining a Utiikilt in pink with the fist ...!!!!
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Honestly earthwater, not only do I fully agree with Nora's critique of your comment but also to bring up Heiner's well-written article is actually not all that important. All of that history did happen but the article does not have any meaningful solutions for American acupuncture. Trying to keep the medicine as one imagines it being a long time ago is unrealistic at best. Like any medicine Chinese medicine has changed over the years. Pretending it is in a crisis now is not an honest assessment.
As the medicine changes due to various pressures, some folks will lose if they try to hold on to principles that are no longer in favor. To tie this back to Nora's opening post, Heiner's history, which neglects the heterodox and adaptable tradition of the medicine ( which are innately yin/female characteristics) is a brittle "my way or the highway" document (more yang/male). Its a well done article but as it misses much of the real history of the medicine it fails to provide any meaningful solution to today's reality- which might be one reason why NCNM's application rate is declining. They offer no real solutions to those who want to make a living in today's changing world by neglecting the feminine.
TCM was a male reaction to the wildly heterodox medicine of China. The reaction to TCM is an equally male reaction. Both are beside the point. Both are undermined by the female reality to the point of being ephemeral.
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Nora,
Wish I could write like that!
Maybe instead of aprons we could have unisex revolutionary CAN shirts with mandarin collars with lots of pockets for needle tubes and packaging.
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Hey earthwater, thanks for linking again to that interesting article. Two things though: first, I'm not sure that the person who made the cookbook comment was male. Second, calling someone "oversensitive" - which I think you just did to me, basically - is a similarly offensive (and very tired) way of dismissing someone's objections. Women in particular have been called "oversensitive" and "hysterical" for probably eons when they were simply pointing out their perspective. Or indeed being righteously angry (check the chinese character for anger). I think our culture - in general - also sees the emotion of anger as a male prerogative; sadly that's pretty much the only one men get to have.*
That said, like all of the emotions, anger can be useful or it can be poisonous. Ben, it sounds like you got a taste of the latter at school, which I am very sad to hear about. Power can make people a little crazy, as can oppression - and a weird mix of the two can really make for - well, a weird mix. Also: pockets are the whole point! You bet!
*What I'm saying here is all very feminism 101 - I had hoped to generate more of an upper division discussion. If my writing is at fault I apologize - I don't necessarily want to generate controversy but I also don't want to bore anyone.
Skip - send me some fist patches and I'll send you an apron.
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Last year I attended a Grand Rounds at UCSF, the one of the subjects was lab coats. One of the fellows (female) did a study of patients' reaction to the lab coat, and found that most of them said they'd prefer their doctor to wear a lab coat. But when asked later to identify whether or not the different doctors wore lab coats, most of them couldn't remember.
I've been planning to design a clinic smock (to simplify dressing for work every day) that would hold my pen, wet cotton balls, cotton swabs and spare needles. In Qingdao that's what we put into our pockets as we worked from room to room, or throughout the main room. The cotton balls were pre-soaked in alcohol (ugh!) and the swabs were used to remove needles. Despite the alcohol (I use vodka in my clinic) I thought it was a pretty nifty arrangement, as I didn't have to go to any central location except to dispose of needles. But I seem to be going off on a tangent here. What I mean to say is that I'll definitely make a pink model or several, and put a red fist on it by appliqueing it on. That way I can educate my curious patients who will be sure to ask.
Hey North Bayers, I have a LOT of pink broadcloth, and am happy to share my stash with you if you are similarly inclined!
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nora, thanks for a beautiful poetic image of the red fist making the white coats pink, that's lovely. i hate those white coats.
my experience with using cookbooks is that once you know how the recipe works, you can improvise successfully and you no longer need to look in the book while you are trying to cook - i find it is also true with acupuncture.
-tatyana
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Skip,
That's interesting for me to hear... quite a different perspective. I attended NESA and at that time the professors and school staff were predominately female(acupuncturists)... and most of them didn't know either.
The 2 or so male profs that were kind of 'forced' out were Chinese, and did have experience treating and teaching... not only here state side but also in China.
The few of us (males) felt like we were walking on glass... as the Japanese saying goes "The nail that protrudes gets hammered down."
Nora, add another male to the list! I am here but for some reason do not show up on the members list...
Ohh... and I would like an apron as well... one will pockets though... I like to carry a lot of different needles!!
Ben
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And then there is the old saw about "Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach." But I think the man with the cookbook——now exposed as possibly a sexist metaphor, though it needn't be, unless we are overly sensitive; check your Po!——the man with the cookbook was trying to point out a difference between trying to make people fit into boxes (categories of disease), so applying standardized protocols, versus knowing what the healthy energetic state looks like, determining where things have gone wrong energetically for this patient at this juncture, and designing a unique and very powerful treatment accordingly.
I posted this link in the other thread, but here it is again. If you want to know what Chinese medicine is in danger of losing by trying to gain potency in the face of establishment authority (more than we have lost as yet), read Heiner Freuhauf's essay, "Chinese medicine in crisis: science, politics, and the making of TCM."
http://www.qiwithoutborders.org/classical-TCM2.html
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"He who says does not know. He who knows, does not say." Or something like that. (Is this from Tao Te Ching?....my feeble memory lost the origin of this one.)
Voltaire said something similar: "Doubt is not an agreeable condition, but certainty is an absurd one."
As a male, I definitely feel a thorn of resonance with the tendency to try to be the authority when faced with my potential inadequacy or perceived challenges to my success as a practitioner.
But back to the cooking analogy, take my mother for example, she read a lot of cookbooks over the years, but she's also my mother. She cooks with love. She stirs the pot in her own way. She imbues the food with her motherly energy. She follows the recipes up to a point, and yet there is a lot in her food which transcends a simple formula robotically duplicated.
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And I want an apron!
And Lisa and I have talked for some time now how the professors* in our field are so predominately male while most of the workers are female.
So that leads me to a question/observation. I wonder if men and women deal with the stress of having a viable practice differently. Women perhaps tend towards thinking they are inadequate while men tend to try and be the authority?
* Those who say they know the truth without actually, you know, practicing.
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Oops, I meant to say WCA's red fist. I still don't know how to edit these posts.
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Oh, you're onto something there, Jordan! I need an apron with a fist on it. Does WCA sell patches?
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Hey Grassroots Sister,
This derogatory use of the term "cookbook acupuncture" passed unnoticed under my classism/sexism radar. Thanks for pointing that one out.
According to Habitat Humanity, women do 66% of the world's labor, but own 15% of the land:
http://secure.habitat.org/c.fpIQK4OyFkG/b.3454033/k.AA6/Give_Women_the_R...
Where do I sign up for my pink CAN apron? We'd be in good activist company (Code Pink):
http://www.commondreams.org/views06/1002-32.htm