Story Time

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Yes-terday, I was at my glorious work place (yes I love my work), CommuniChi, fixing a chair when I stood up, and suddenly my trick knee went out. That's the way the meniscus cookie crumbles , I later remarked to a friend in a moment of lightness. Still, the habit of self pity is deep and my wife had to remind me - "Maybe it's a good thing."

Perhaps you've heard the Tibetan story about the nomad boy who finds a wild horse. "Oh how lucky" everyone says, except for the wise elder. "We'll see" he says, calmly reciting the mantra of compassion.

The next day, the boy attempts to tame the wild horse and is bucked off, breaking his leg. "Oh, how terrible", everyone says, except for the wise elder. "We'll see", he says, still chanting mantra.

The next day, the Chinese army sweeps through town and forcibly conscripts every able bodied youth into armed service - except for the boy with the broken leg. "Oh, how lucky", everyone says....except for the wise elder....and so the never ending story of our lives goes, ever testing us to remove delusional self-centered perspectives of gain and loss from the larger story of the unfolding universe.

So there I was, in my childhood home on the coast of Maine from decades ago, gathered peacefully with my wife and child (but wait a minute, they've never been to Maine), when suddenly a vast cloud of crows flies overhead, and in their midst, a Tibetan yak, who lands rather gracefully like a swan on the water, just as some Pacific Ocean sized waves break on our quiet Maine cove.

Voices in the alley from Seattle's Capitol Hill 4 a.m bar traffic, a hacking cough from a lingering cold....my knee pops and grinds in pain as I move. Well, at least the entertainment is good. Not quite sure which dream is more delusional - my soup mix of images and cultures floating through my neocortex before dawn, or the stories I tell myself while this karmic wreck of body, speech and mind races about under the sun. Guess I'm supposed to get out of bed and tell a new story. Isn't that what life is all about? An act of story telling, conscious or otherwise?

Have you ever questioned the common reality that seems to somehow be amorphously floating in the collective consciousness called "American culture". Last night, I was reading The Wizard of Oz to my daughter, trying to explain to her that maybe the Wicked Witch of the East who got smooshed under Dorothy's house when it crashed out of the sky wasn't really wicked.

I stammered trying to figure out how to condense the story of the Inquisition and witch trials which demonized millions of innocent women over three plus centuries into a meaningful chunk of information for a four year old.(1) "Whether something or someone is good or bad depends upon who is telling the story", I told her.

Hmmm. The current telling of the collective American story echoing in my brain goes something like this: "It's late summer, school is about to begin, people are playing golf, kayaking, sailing, the government is discussing a sad old man's airport bathroom escapedes, and everyone once in a while, the discussion turns to carbon emissions, melting ice caps, dying soldiers, children, and planetary decline. But then just as suddenly as a flying yak appearing in the sky, the conversation switches to baseball playoffs or whether Obama is black enough. That's a story? Sounds more like psychosis.

A recent article on the Common Dreams website caught my eye: "Why We Should All Start Shouting About Airport Expansion."(2) Therein, the author makes a connection between global warming, air travel, and the pathological denial that humans seem to be locked into regarding the imminent unraveling of livable conditions for their species.

He recalls a study by a pair of psychologists in the late 1960s in which three paid actors were put in a room with a subject. The room was then slowly filled with black smoke. The three actors maintained a light chatter about contemporary trivia, as if nothing were happening. The subject, "Linda", repeatedly tried to make anxious eye contact with the other three, but as long as they seemed unconcerned, she said nothing.

Only when she could barely breathe did she shout, "there's a fire". Several times they ran the study and the results were always the same: If everyone acts like everythings okay, nobody stands up and yells "fire". Or if they do, the forces of collective delusion brand that person as a raving lunatic.

But privately, in our dreams and ruminations, we all know better...something's out of balance. Yaks are flying in the sky. Good God, if that doesn't get one's attention, what will! Yes, we are in a smoke filled room called planet Earth and its heating up, and no amount of heads in the sand denial is going to cool it down. In fact, quite the opposite, the more denial, the quicker our butts are going to get roasted. Then there's that ages old problem of man not getting alone with his neighbor, only instead of clubs and stones, now we are dealing with nuclear arsenals. People - The room is on fire!

Okay, now I've said it, but before we either have a collective freak out, or you all start gathering brush so that you can send me off to join the Wicked Witch of the East while you have a marshmallow roast, let's consider our options. What's a logical response here? We need to tell a new story. The old story based on unlimited planetary resources and the positive trickle-down effect of unbridled greed (i.e. capitalism) is not leading us back to Kansas Dorothy!

If seven billion humans (or will we see twelve in a few decades?) are going to live together peacefully, the new story needs to be based on people, communities, and healthy ecosystems, not multi international, soul-less corporate profit machines. David Korten sums this new story up well in his essay in Yes(3):

"The Earth Community Prosperity Story

* Healthy children, families, communities, and ecological systems are the true measure of real wealth.
* Mutual caring and support are the primary currency of healthy families and communities, and community is the key to economic security.

Korten goes on to list other beautiful expressions of this new story (which I think is actually the Old Story) . Reading these first two points in particular clearly sounds a bell in my heart: Community Acupuncture is part of this "Earth Prosperity Story".

Time to tap your glass slippers together and we can all go home to our cozy bed time stories? Well, not quite. We've got our work cut out for ourselves, and to be sure, there will be more twisters and probably a few flying cows and plenty of adversity. But if we tell this new story to ourselves, our patients, and our communities - not necessarily by getting up on a soapbox every minute and shouting it, though that's what I'm doing right now on a Sunday morning before dawn - but more importantly, just living the story.

And if not this story, then which story? At least be aware of the story you are living. Is it your story? Or just a pack of lies that have been drifting around like hungry ghosts since time immemorial, preying on your ignorance? Time to wake up folks and smell the toast. Is that your story going up in flames? Here's my story:

CommuniChi's mission is:

* To provide high quality acupuncture therapy.
* To promote health care reform through affordable fees.
* To build community by creating a treatment space that connects people to the powerful life energy (Chi, pronounced Chee) uniquely available in a group healing environment.

Thanks for listening.
(1)http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Witch_trials
(2)http://www.commondreams.org/archive/2007/08/20/3284/
(3)http://www.yesmagazine.org/article.asp?ID=1834

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Re: Story Time

Excellent question Kerri. Well, if there is an actual fire and people were somehow stupidly resisting it and endangering their lives, I would go so far as to bonk them on the head and drag them from the room, if I were capable of pulling it off.

That's my own personal judgment call and philosophy that saving life is more important than any negative energy which might come from my act of violence to save them.

However, when tongues of flame and acrid burning smoke are less obvious, with many temporary escape routes seemingly open for people in this global "room" we share, then Right Action becomes much more difficult to decide upon.

I think it depends upon self-reflection - what each of us is capable of in any given situation.

Running a community acupuncture clinic is a powerful statement about one's values and sense of fairness and justice in the world. Is that enough? Maybe.

For myself, my work at CommuniChi is just one facet of "my story". Opportunities to put out the fire (which I define loosely in this context as the collective imbalance of human thoughts and actions which cause suffering on the planet) are everywhere - whether it's in our clinic, with our family, walking down the street, or within our heart.

Thanks for the reminder.

Re: Story Time

Very interesting and thought provoking post Jordan. My question to you is, "If you jump up and yell fire running from the room but the others don't follow, should you go back in and try to save them and how hard should you try?" I don't mind seeming the lunatic and yelling about the fire, but I'm confused when people continue to ignore the fire. What's my responsibility, and to whom? Is what I'm doing with my CA clinic enough?

Kerri