Allow...

Alright. I've decided that my son will only allow me to blog via haiku.

Hmm. Now I've decided that since I am still breastfeeding him, my haiku talents are not coming to me. All that blood is still making milk.

Now here's the difference: I've decided that all of the above is ok. Before my son turned 1 year and before I started my CA practice I would have had a lot of trouble being ok with "going with the flow", and accepting myself and my reality as it is. Instead, my M.O. was giving myself the hardest time possible. I was never just o.k. somehow I was letting someone down and usually it was me in another person's clothing.

I'm learning from my patients each day. Allow whatever comes to come. And trust that it is right.

I truly adore and trust the practice of acupuncture and its philosophical roots. But not until now have I seen how simple and powerful it can be when it isn't dressed-up and talked-out and given fancy tea and a large bill.

All one needs to do is commit. That's my next topic when time allows.

That's my non-haiku for now.